The postgrad's prayer

When pinning down our research, we’re encouraged to think of our project in terms of what problem or opportunity we’re responding to. I’m working to realise an opportunity. In my feeling place, I’m pursuing this research to help lift up my Samoan people. But on a day-to-day basis, it’s spite that fuels me and it’s the problems that grease the gears.

Read More
When you just want to eat your steak in peace but you have responsibilities

Wherein a film review of "Independence Day: Resurgence" becomes a reflection on lazy storytelling and treatment of indigenous communities in film, and I segueway into the Matrix.

Read More
Dragons and demigods -- your stories are not my stories

Wait. If I tell you this… am I going to see a poor man’s rendition of this coming through in your work? Are you going to be the Christopher Paolini to our Tolkiens and so blatantly borrow to render our heroes, journeys and signature moments as your own? No offence to Paolini, we all show our love for stories and their elements in different ways, experimental play is necessary to growth, and we all have to start somewhere.

Read More
Oh, learning, why you so hard?

When you’re designing new technology, or new ways to use existing technology, I don’t know how many creative technologists’ relationships with friends and family start changing as they grow into more awareness. I wonder how many “agree to disagree” moments lie in my future. I find myself bracing for the way it may ultimately shift some of my closest relationships. And on some days I wish I’d stayed away from a thesis that had anything to do with cultural heritage.

Read More
"Samoa mo Samoa, not Samoa vs Samoa"

By a rough law of averages, most Samoans still place a high priority on the following three things: 1) nuclear and extended family, 2) some form of spirituality, and 3) a principle of service to your fellow people and community. Samoans, like most human beings, are generally an affectionate, generous and loyal sort of people – provided you don’t cross a line.

Read More
Frappé or Niu? Reconciling multicultural origins in Samoan Language Week

As we come to the end of 2015’s Samoan Language Week (O le Vaiaso o le Gagana Samoa) in New Zealand, I have to acknowledge a shadow that’s been dogging me all week.

Read More
To all my gamers and the people who love (or tolerate) them

Change is confronting, it can be uncomfortable, but it can also be hella exciting. It has been said that change is the only constant in the universe. So, you can either let yourself be dragged (very uncomfortable, so much gravel burn), react when it happens (quite disgruntling; did they warn you about this?), or you can choose to plan ahead for change and cut through the incoming tide (it’ll come in either way). This is an ode to gaming, change and coaching.

Read More
In Memory of Mother

When I landed in Cagayan de Oro this late Thursday, the family and I were running over a day without sleep. It was possibly this that made me accept the request to write a eulogy for my late Lola (Filipino for 'grandmother'). Of all the cousins, I knew her the least, but I grew to learn she lived a busy life being an accomplished businesswoman, a shrewd politician, a fierce Mama Bear (well, that part wasn't news), and a tough act to follow.

Read More